Thanks everyone for the comments on my last post
the baby is fine
ur far too kind :)
Serious (and really unnecessary Rant) Alert
I will seriously love to apologize for the terrible mood i am in right now.
for the mood that only got worse cos i tried to cover it
and being nice
and nodding my head
and pretending i understand
that its okay
when i don't, when its not
and they wont even let me be alone when i need to be
my only line
okkayy so. i was sitting in class and minding my own business, not talking to anyone, looking at my computer screen and the guy beside me yawneeeed wiiiiiide. with his mouth wiiiiiiide open. while checking something on my computer screen
imagine who does that anymore? who does not cover their mouth when they yawn ehn?
as if i did not have enough issues on my mind already
and now i remember this guy that used to pick his nose... pity cos he was cute. unfortunately
okay okay am not always like this
oh today i did something *ehem* harsh?
i met a couple of peeps, the usual introductions. names. handshakes.
and... i refused to shake his hand
cos they... they looked sweaty
and he had dirty fingernails
i did not leave his hand floating in mid air
what am i saying?
of course dats what i did
i mean, i did not make it look too obvious
i tried not to make it too obvious
i started looking for this 'thing' in my bag
like immediately after i smiled and said hello
i could not even help myself
it was like reflex. so fast
am not a bad person really...
and no i don't have OCD
i just don't like dirty fingernails
definitely not on one of my not-so-good-days
am aaaarghing so much it sucks
i wrote a poem, in between classes
a weird poem
but i love it, i'll post it tomorrow
it is called For a Girl
talk about weird weirdness lmao
have you ever come across people who do not weigh what they say before it actually leaves their mouths?
and the sound they make, just creates this uncomfortable silence cos you are
a) so embarrassed for them
b) or too angry to comment
or if you are like me. get sarcastic.
that burns i tell you
am sure am not the only one
am positive there are people who hate ringing fones.
oh ok then
i hate ringing fones. sometimes
back in Naija. i could switch off my Fones for a whole week
reason: just because
sometimes u just don't wanna be available
God am something else
i really should stop typing
i'll be better in the morning
and i'll blog about something blog-worthy like
i dunno like 'blog-worthiness'
ohh by da way
my neighbor has this motion-sensor sprinkler
not a good thing to come across at 7:30am while rushing out
as soon as u are close
close = on the other side, minding your business, checking your wristwatch and totally unaware it just goes WHOOOOOOOOSSSSSH
anger management, lol i shud blog about that soon
but angry at what?